"You cannot let go of something you're not supposed to hold on to in the first place. After all, you cannot lose what you never had."
Hah. Sometimes when I remember it, I feel a mix of emotions - a mix of anger, frustration, betrayal, confusion, pity, all sorts of crappy emotions - but most of all, a very deep sense of DISAPPOINTMENT. And then I wonder if I never learn from the mistakes of my past, if I am bound to tend to commit the same error again and again. Is it because I am gullible and desperately want to believe? Or is it because I am just plain ba-ka? //sigh// I should choose not to feel. I should choose not to think. I should choose to be cold and indifferent. After all, that's part of who I am, ne?
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